“No Title For Now.. Rough Draft”

All I ever imagine was loving me one black man for the rest of my life, raising kids and living life but then when all i see is them playing cat and mouse not wanting to build a real house to create a home well now… IM OVER IT IM SICK OF IT I CANT SAY I HATE YALL BUT I DEFINITELY WILL NOT PUT MY TRUST INTO LOVING ANOTHER ONE …

Time to experience way different

I dont need no step daddies

I dont need no more bullshit from none of yall

I dont need no fake love yous

I dont need no fake compliments

I dont need it!

Fuck a marriage (no disrespect to those that are happy in love, THANK GOD THERE ARE A FEW PEOPLE THAT CAN STILL IMPLEMENT IT GENUINELY) I wish the fuck I would ever say I do to any of yall.. yall cant even stop saying i do to these whack ass homewrecking hoes !!

At this point if you take me out I AINT PAYING FOR SHIT UNLESS I OFFER TO TAKE YOU OUT TBH MIGHT MAKE IT A DUTCH DATE THEN 🤷🏽‍♀️ oh yeahhh dont be looking for no meet n greet with my kids ..none of that overnight shit one nights no nights… take my black ass back home and carry on with your night!!

NOT ALL BLACK MEN BUT MAJORITY OF YALL ARE FUCKING STUPID!! Yall need to get it together for real for real!! 🤦🏽‍♀️🤷🏽‍♀️ i hate that it had come to this point, but let me give yall a prediction for this 2020 vision thats awaiting to take place I WILL NEVER LOSE and TAKING ANOTHER BLACK MAN SERIOUS TO DATE HAHAHA HELL GON BE FROZEN BEFORE THAT HAPPENS AGAIN!

#bIZZYB🐝🐝

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#3AMWriterThoughts #PencilsandPens

Type of 💩 me and Izzy Bee do at 3:15 AM

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A pencil is poison, A pen bleeds ink. Either damage can be permanent, but both of them write. Both have been proven to get erased;yet,one leaves such a stronger taste that cannot be copied or pasted. Erasing the pencil shedding away, ughhh feeling like time has been wasted. My work is still incomplete, and soon I will have to get up with my two feet go to class, hand this effortless assignment in, hopefully I pass. I bullshitted through the information this time, awww damn my paper is a slime. Drum Roll Please, BOOM I DID IT! Finessed my dime. 10 out of 10, I can grin again.

With my pencil I can achieve anything, with my pen I will get everything. With both, I will dominate something from nothing form it into its sharpness from the lead. I will lead the pencil and pen to its breaking point that only victory comes after. I will resharpen and supply more ink, with my pencil and pen I have everything I need. I will not sink, I will make my haters constantly blink. With my pencil and pen no one can stop my progress. Now let me write these books and fix this shitty mess. This world is a regress but as a strong individual, I will stand out from the rest, especially with my pencil and pen that I only choose to carry and win.

#latenights #EarlyMornings #3AMwriterthoughts #pencilsandpens

#3AMWriterThoughts #MoneyIssues

Soooo you know how they say money is the root to all evil, well it is.. just like people who own it. Money make people crazy. Money make people lazy. Money will have people mad at you for years, hell even when people die the money will have you in tears. Shit just weird.. money money money, what did people do before printed money? How did people make it without the dollar bill.. who really discovered money?? Lol money this money that.. i know we need it now to survive jn this man made ass world, but why are people so uptight with breaking bread? Then be all upset when you end up stressed or dead? Why do jobs hold extra money from workers like they not the reasons why the companies are cycling the seasons?

Money Money Money,

Always an issue,

Crazy part about it rips easier than tissue,

Blow through it faster than the boogers in your nose,

I suppose you make more than enough,

You can go wherever.

You can make it out the hole that is tough,

Yet, when you see a struggling soul,

You wake up thinking damn they life rough…

But you walking around with commas in your account,

Holding grips and larges sums of whatever amount…

Gottdamn money!!

#backtalkBEE #UnEdit #FreestyleGuro

#IzzyBJaneaToo #3AMWriterThoughts #BPAW #MoneyIssues

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I got new mottos for this love💩 yall men need to understand just like us women. But first thing first..LET ME START BY SAYING BLACK MEN I LOVE YALL BUT DO BETTER SO OUR YOUNGINS CAN KNOW BETTER BE BETTER TEACH AND GUIDE BETTER!! We cannot call yall great fathers, husbands, men of excellence if yall wanna be known around for thotting like hoes and not plotting like pros!! #IMWITHTHESHITS #YALLTHENPUTMEONEDGE i have a word for damn near every subject but i choose to focus on my community first!!

You know why they laugh at us black people.. lol hell i would laugh at us too!!

Yall niggas hate each other more than yall spread love.

Yall niggas hate success from your own kind and look up to see others shine.. wondering why i have to pay a fine versus building my money line.. smh who wanted it more than us? I dont see others at each other like throats and necks eyeballs and pupils lips to ankles gripping wrist til blood disappears no adrenaline pumping, vessels evaporated, death await… and the fuck shit still cannot wait .. how much longer til yall wake the fuck up and see they want us living off plastic plates? Finding cheap ways to go get skates, for real who want it more than us? I see so much hate, sometimes i look at heaven and say i cannot wait. i dislike this society and how it dishes out a plate. I got new mottos for this love 💩 fuck that fake shit!! It aint for the beastly pit. I gotta deal with niggas who appear to be a ghost, ones that walk and always boast, dish out fake toasts..I come with too much heat, headache aparantly when all i wanna do is go on wild cool crazy calm adventures under and over the sea. Yall niggas hate to see love blossom these days. I say yall niggas cause thats how we really walk around and classify then get pissed when the next kind look us in the eye and say the same thing yet it makes us cry… idk why? Smh yall niggas is something hell, and me im one of those niggas that fell. But guess what im one of those niggas you cannot tell bullshit and think its gonna fly. Im that nigga who will address you the president and the richest man mama with the same energy.

Yall niggas hate when they say us black women and men dont stand a chance but hell look what we doing to each other…

hell in my eyes im a single mother, young black and well educated. Yet im hated, a disgrace, and consider some type of statistic in the world. Yall niggas better wake the fuck up and be some great niggas!! I claim nothing but success peace love and happiness for yall niggas including myself !! WE FUCKKINN NEED IT!!

#writerthoughts #ThisJustBee

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Like the joke that is being told…

I really just look at myself like a joke that is being told,

Funny,

Serious,

Corny,

Lame,

Crazy,

Sad,

Happy,

Silly,

Blah Blah Blah,

You know the comedian with a show where no more tickets could be sold.

Yep that type of joke.

Life is stupid ass backwards though.

Some days it is full of laughter and love then you turn around to see hatred and haters.

I wonder, why it is like that?

Who knows?

But seriously I look at myself like a joke is being told,

However,

I must never take the joke for granted or fold.

Unless it is coming out the dryer.

Gotta keep tough skin in this slimy ass sluggish world.

People, Places and Things will eat your ass up alive like piranhas do.

But I look at myself as a joke being told.

The type of joke that tell those same nouns to skip rocks across the lakes,

The type of joke that tell those same nouns to pour some milk on my frosty flakes and add me some bananas while you at it.

The type of joke that will have you looking upside down at stuff that is already in the wrong direction.

The type of joke that will have you going crazy until you see perfection.

But as my favorite knock knock joke forever lives in my heart..

It was told to me by one of my home girls in high school..

#backtalkbee #mysenioryear #SpeechClass

“Her: Knock Knock

Me: Who is there?

Her: Cargo.

Me: Cargo who?

Her: Cargo BEEP BEEP”

🤣🤣🤣

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#backtalkBEE 👥🐝

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#HittaGang🎤🎧

#Entertainer🎶🎬💃🏽

#Izzy🐝

#LocsandStyles 🐝👏🏽💆🏽‍♂️💆🏽‍♀️

#ShareLove #GetRidOfTheHate #WednesdaysWithBeeBeLikeWhatever

Damn time flies!!!

In life we tend to start many things, finish most, make progress in some and just forget the thought about the rest. The great part about it is that we strive every day to do our best or at least better than we did the previous day. Overall, one must never let anyone or anything stop their overachievements from happening, goals being met, and growth in success.

It is literally less than a year away that marks my 10th year of being an high school graduate. What do I have to show for it? What have I achieved since graduation day? How have I been living as an adult? What can I share to the next about my experience and journey so far? Could I really make a difference in one’s future?

The things that I started my oh my, I can say that I am pleased with myself. Things that got finish lawdddd when I say GRATEFUL I am, I am grateful. It reminds me how those things that were forgotten should come back to life. My strength is everything. Damn near 10 years later and I still have plenty of life to live. This is just the beginning.

I have experienced highs, lows, neutrals, and extremely terrible; I am still standing firm and always ready to press forward. The rest of my 20s is mine..

#backtalkBEE

#DamnTimeFlies

Damn time flies,

I remember those cries,

No more gym

No more watching my homies skipping through the halls,

Watching random ass shit,

Or sneaking in class answering my phone calls from you have a collect call…

Lol but anywho

Damn time flies…

I remember when I first entered high school as a buccaneer.

Nigga I made it,

Dapping off my childhood friends.

My mama definitely did not want me in public school, especially with my potnas

She thought I was going to be a fool.

Fighting, Fucking and doing all that dumb dumb shit.

Welp… guess again.

I could have always done better,

But at that point..

I was sick of school.

To be honest I just was there to play ball.

Praying a scholarship for softball to fall,

But nahhhh I was not specialized enough.

Damn time flies,

Sitting in the middle of my living room trying to see what college to attend..

Yet no one schooled me on how that college life really works!!

So I just went to the first place that said CONGRATULATIONS YOU HAVE BEEN ACCEPTED…

#bIZZYB🐝🐝

#BeeStyler🐝🎶

#izzybtheblogger📱

#izzybthepoet🗣

#izzybtheauthor 📚

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#bpaw 🐝🐾📱🗣📚✒️

#backtalkBEE 👥🐝

#AdultBlogging 🤤💦

#HittaGang🎤🎧

#Entertainer🎶🎬💃🏽

#Izzy🐝

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#WriterThoughts #DamnTimeFlies

I did not know…

that I was going to be sure about cutting my locs. I had a “Waiting To Exhale Moment” for the last time, especially with the fake love this world shares.

I never been known to bite my words for anyone. I was always speaking my mind from the time I woke up til the time I closed my eyes to rest. I stuck my feet out there to do my best; regardless of my ending results.

I will never feel stupid about what I know… what I need to find out and what I will end up learning. For every lesson is a blessing. I do not have the time or effort to focus on stressing.

I did not know I was waking up to real life cutting my locs off.. 4 years later

The ultimate question is why? The platinum answer is it is just hair. Lol that I naturally wear…