I use to look at myself with no confidence,
I use to think of myself as a fat ass lil girl with no twirl,
I use to talk so ugly that I never thought I was pretty.
I use to smell myself thinking of great fragrance but instead I got clowned since I chose sweating outside.
I was really down to ride, until I got on my bike and fell 🤣🤣
Man oh man,
Just thinking about it that shit did hurt.
I use to be the chick who give enemies my last shirt,
And found out family use to throw my name under the dirt.
I use to look at people with so many smiles,
Until I realize most was fraud and not so hard.
How dare you play with bee the wild card?
I use to be tough skin until I had to shed into the kind that knew it was not getting left behind.
I use to be yella belly, ms piggy, cheeky red until I realize my youth is dead.
I use to be this and that..
I use to think heavily until I learned about knowing.
I use to be average now I’m just a petty savage.
I use to be big red until Izzy B. was discovered.
I use to cry, but now I laugh so much that I forget I am so unbothered.
The damage is real,
I use to let shit get to me,
But when I woke up and saw that was some shit that use to happen,
I said let me stop worrying about what I use to do and get on to what I need to do..